May 2012
2 posts
Should I bite my tounge, or should I say what I feel all the time? I’m starting to think they both can hurt just the same. Silence can sting and words can cut pretty deep, so which is better? I know that at the end of the day what’s done is done, and what’s been said is out there in the open. It can’t be taken back. I know how much what you say can influence people and...
Listen
March 2012
13 posts
“Music is a matter of taste. Bitching at someone for liking a certain style of...”
– Alex Gaskarth (via obsessedmuch-)
There will always be obstacles in life that you have to figure out how to conquer. Will you always succeed? No. But it’s up to you and only you whether or not you keep trying. And I will keep trying until it feels right. Until I can truly say I am content.
“This next song goes out to anybody who’s ever been told that the way that they...”
– Alexander William Gaskarth (via sexwithjalex)
February 2012
9 posts
Lying awake. Sleeplessness is becoming a habit. She said don’t cut yourself short, don’t wear yourself thin. I think i’m past the guidelines and drifting into the finish line. Since when did it get so hot in here? The pressure is sucking me dry, i’m losing oxygen, im losing my mind. I never really realize how much I run, until I slow down. & I collapse into the...
I don’t think i’d ever have the courage to say any of this to your face. So now that your gone i’ll let the words flow. I’ll replay everythimg over and over again. In my head, it’s a circus, it’s a madhouse. Thoughts running about, just trying to break out.
I want to genuinely smile without forcing it to my lips.
January 2012
43 posts
I wake up and breathe in deep. Feeling the sunlight beam on me. The feeling of the California summer slowly rolling in. Cleared mind, bright eyes, it’s a new day today. Everything’s fine, everything will be okay. One foot in front of the other, i’m taking it one day at a time. And today, it feels just fine.
You’re intentions were obvious. All the signs stated the truth. Stupid me, I just didn’t want to admit it. Didn’t wanna see what was bound to happen. Just take my heart. All the cracks and scars. It’s only right you take it. You’ve been breaking it from the start. You walked out just as fast as walked in. It’s a blur, a fading memory of what I though was...
I’m struggling to stay strong
Stay afloat in the boat with holes
I wont let you push me under
I can’t sink in this sea
Not with you beside me
If I swim away,
Please don’t follow me
Heartache doesn’t need company
And you’re crowding me.
Perfection isn’t something you achieve. It’s not a destination or a point in time. Perfection is simply how you feel when you have the right people by your side. <3
: broken is beauty. →
symphonysoldier:
this one goes out to the torn, the damned, and the shattered. in other words… this one goes out to the beautiful. break me. break me into a million pieces. chew me up and spit me out. i won’t mind at all. i’ll laugh from in between your teeth with a broken back. the human race is so concentrated…
I could be your perfect disaster.: I’ve fallen... →
I’ve fallen into a depression lately - not emotionally per say, but I feel like my ability to open up to people has peaked over the past two years. I used to be so ready to say anything, without caring how it affected me, but recently I’ve become so protective of myself, not because I’m afraid…