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Day 6 | The Maine- Like We Did (Windows Down)
so let’s run free and carry on
Like we did when we were young
I wake up and breathe in deep. Feeling the sunlight beam on me. The feeling of the California summer slowly rolling in. Cleared mind, bright eyes, it’s a new day today. Everything’s fine, everything will be okay. One foot in front of the other, i’m taking it one day at a time. And today, it feels just fine.
You’re intentions were obvious. All the signs stated the truth. Stupid me, I just didn’t want to admit it. Didn’t wanna see what was bound to happen. Just take my heart. All the cracks and scars. It’s only right you take it. You’ve been breaking it from the start. You walked out just as fast as walked in. It’s a blur, a fading memory of what I though was “love.” I fell for the first & last time.
I’m struggling to stay strong Stay afloat in the boat with holes I wont let you push me under I can’t sink in this sea Not with you beside me If I swim away, Please don’t follow me Heartache doesn’t need company And you’re crowding me.
Perfection isn’t something you achieve. It’s not a destination or a point in time. Perfection is simply how you feel when you have the right people by your side. <3
Well, all I wanna do is creep up next to you.
So many things happen in life that make you shake, scream, cry, and regret certain decisions that led up to these events. And all these things make you question fate, and reasoning, and the phrase ‘Everything happens for a reason’ get thrown away for later dates. Because in that very moment you think, and scream to yourself “how could any of this be happening for a reason. It’s not meant to be, not this.” And i sometimes, still to this day, think that. But I quickly look around at all the things i’ve gained from losing something. When you lose something important in your life, it feels like a cinder block landing upon your stomache. But usually when you lose, you gain. And i’ve gained a wonderful person not even a year ago. And that person is in this photo above. She’s my other half, my bestfriend. We are one soul in two bodies, she is the moon and I am the sun. She feels and thinks exactly like me. And I’ve never had a friendship like this. So special, so pure, so happy. Looking back now, after the journey through the mud and the muck, I don’t regret one thing. I don’t think i’d do anything diffently. Because if I had, I wondn’t know her, I wouldn’t be able to call her everyday, or take a photo like this with her. And most of all, if one thing turned out differently, I wouldn’t now be able to hold her hand and call her my bestfriend, my sister. So the questions are, Was it meant to be? Did the universe help us find eachother? Did fate play a part in this friendship? Yeah, I’d like to think so. The universe only throws things your way that you can handle. And sometimes it places a person in your life that can help you through the battles. <3
this one goes out to the torn, the damned, and the shattered. in other words… this one goes out to the beautiful. break me. break me into a million pieces. chew me up and spit me out. i won’t mind at all. i’ll laugh from in between your teeth with a broken back. the human race is so concentrated…